inside it's likely you fear it happening to you Clinte....(maybe maybe not?)

as time goes by you will discover that all the things around you are not necessarily black and white and OMG I'm seriously borderline and cannot believe I'm writing this it could be ******** entirely!?

thing is...right! lets say I got cancer right now....in my current state of mind I would want you to laugh because ...well I would laugh also...because I would not know what else to do.??

and just quietly be pleased I'm finally outa' here but thats personal and please just laugh don't judge me I'm worn out!

you on the other hand if you got cancer right now I would have no freaking idea what to do respond and it's stereotypical to fall apart and heck when I am nervous I laugh or I get the F outa' there

between hysterical tears and random all else ...us emotionally disfigured tend to choose laughter sometimes Clinte...it's ok you evil bastard