I showed up for my appointment with T today.. He brought me in to his office and he said, can I asked you a big favor? I was like what? He said do you mind if we reschedule this appointment until Friday? I was caught off guard.

I really, really, didn't want to say that was fine. I wanted to stay.. I have been having a rough time, and as a matter of fact at last weeks appointment we agreed to everyother week appointments, but things got rough again, I talked to him and he said for me to come in today(this was last wed).. All he said was because of some stuff that happend today, he wouldn't be good for me today, something along that lines. So, really did I have a choice to say no?

Oh and can I tell you the emotions it triggered in me? I was already upset with my husband for calling him b/c I was upset about the doctor's appointment I had just had and he was completley not there for me.. Distant, not paying attention, and hung up the phone b/c somebody walked into his office, but didn't bother to call me back. Then, I get into T's office and he says that he can't have my appointment today.. Way to go people in my life that I need for them to be there for me and they are not. And.. it makes me feel even more little when I know that he wasn't going home or anything, he just picked my appointment to cancel. GRRR..

Maybe I just needed to vent!