I'm very sensitive to rejection, and this would have stung. To actually get there, and then not be able to stay. Ouch. Especially with my daddy issues - talk about being pushed away! I agree with the other posters that he probably did the right thing, but I would still be feeling the emotions like you did. Venting is good. The emotions are there, justified or not. But if he had gone ahead and had the session, it could have been kind of a disaster if he wasn't really there for you. You probably would have sensed it and then wondered what YOU did to cause it, etc etc. Just sending a hug and I hope the next session makes up for it.