I've been feeling really weird going on my second week now. Last week, (The 7th, 8th, and 10th,) I had explosive episodes those three days. I was feeling totally detatched and a lot of other weird stuff going on, if you read my other threads last week.

Now... I feel weird.

I'm having racing thoughts but I feel.... what? Distant. Kind of numb? Or not numb but blunted or flat. I'm usually really emotional up and down but I kind of feel like a zombie or something. But I'm racing like crazy, like i was last week. i'm all over the place my head won't slow down. But I'm not irritated or anything.

Another example. My aunt bought me a van. I drive a POS truck and we have been in need of a vehicle that we can all go in as a family, because right now we can't. I'm excited but I'm not. I don't have that normal bouncy excited. Just like. Oh. Good. That's very nice of you.

Has anyone else experienced that?