As a Christian for 21 years and a person with emotional issues that has required medication for the last 10 years...... I can honestly say that GOD is ok with you using Rx and seeing a T - - - they had great counselor’s back then and they had medicine (more natural) that many used when Jesus walked the earth.
Please be good to yourself and seek the help you need right now to enable you to get better and not weaker..... for Satan seek to devour the weak.

BTW - - - while God did not create the medicine per say...... He did give man the knowledge to be able to develop the medicine. For all God did make was good...... he stated what he created - the rest has come about by mankind, some good some bad.


LoVe,
Rhapsody -

P.S.
On a personal level..... have you prayed about all of this and then sit quietly for His answer?