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Old Jul 17, 2012, 04:51 PM
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Originally Posted by TRNRMOM View Post
i've even mentioned to my p/doc that all my emotions are blunted..even the feelings of love towards my hubby of 27 years and he's a loving, affectionate man. for me, i've been on meds for more than 30 yrs. and i attribute the blunted or no emotional affect to the meds...yes, i still have racing thoughts and it feels like a circus and carnival in my head alot yet the emotions seem gone. would love others input if they think it's the meds cause i consider myself a caring, empathetic loving woman...but blunted.
Well, my input right here is I'm not on meds...

I feel so strange. I know this isn't the first time this has happened. Many times my husband has called me zombie and got mad at me a few times even. Like once he set up a whole Valentines day for us and I was just like, "Oh. That's good." And he got mad because I didn't to the "SQUEEE!" I was actually very excited and surprised.

I look back at family albums and it's a party all around me and there I am with a blank face. People used to say to me all the time when I was in my late teens "What's wrong?" I would feel totally fine and be confused why they were asking me what was wrong...
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