You ever feeling like things you do are wrong or things you do don't measure up? Like everyone else is allowed to do it but when you do it it's like you've annihilated a race? I feel that way a lot of the time.

I dunno. Maybe I'm just feeling sorry for myself. It's not just in one place, either. It's in all places. Online, offline...you name it. And boy does it make me sick and quite resentful and angry.

I kept my mouth shut for a long time and when I started speaking up nobody liked it. The more I do it, the less people like it. So what do I do? I am mostly a loner with very few friends. Sure, it's lonely, but at least the ones I have around me listen to me...let me speak about things I need to speak about.