I'm hysterical right now. I knew this would happen to me, I'm cursed!

The story is my little sister decided to go to Washington D.C for a week and my mother and I was going to split the week with her 3 month old son. Well Saturday night, the "supposed" father (not yet determined) sister Missy came and got the baby saying she had family plans. Well she's taken the baby many times before and has always been trustworthy and has always returned him on time. Well Monday morning behind all our backs she went to CPS, hired a lawyer, and went in front of a judge and told them my sister abandoned her baby and they were given temporary custody.

I was supposed to receive the baby today for the holiday, and I'm not even allowed to receive him because he's no longer mine!!!

They have hired attorney, it's not good, they will fight nasty. There's all sorts of dirt on both my mom and sister. But they're not little angels either, Missy's husband was just released from jail because he failed a %#@&#! test, he had coke in his system.

I know my feeling, my instinct, and I can tell there will be no good outcome of this..........he was taken from right under us, literally.

I feel as though I lost a child, I was supposed to have him till the 9th from today. I prepared my house for him and everything.

I'm crying and crying and my husband is getting mad. He's telling me to mind my own business and to not care. No hugs, no compassion, no sympathy.....I've literally been gutted, so it feels.

My sister is a very calm state right now, I don't think she understands what has happened to her and her baby. She's on her way from D.C right now, she will be home later tonight.

They have court tomorrow, but it's not custody court, it's fraternity court. As soon as they find out the baby is Scottie's (which he is, he looks exactly like him), then there will be a war for custody.

THIS IS CRAP!!! Scottie has never even visited him. I was there during his birth, I cut his umbilical cord, and I WORE THE FATHER BRACELET!! I'm more of a father to that baby then he ever will...I get diapers, bottles, and drive them to the store when they need formula.

I'm so mad, so hurt, so alone. I will not be able to stop crying today, not unless by some miracle my nephew is given to me.

Please help me....say anything...please.