Thank you..each and everyone..your comments and words of comfort are very much appreciated..and to those that just view and can't post..I know your there..I can hear you breathing..smile...its ok...its a struggle, but it will be ok...one day at a time, when it gets really bad.. hour by hour..moment by moment..when it gets unbareable..and then I come here and see the amazing Survivors, sharing, caring, and patching others peoples sinking ships when their own boat is taking on water by the buckets...and I stand humbled and again very appreciative..take care everyone..