I have a few of questions for YOU; if you had diabetes, would you take insuling? If you had cancer, would you get chemo/radiation? If you were in an accident and bleeding with broken bones, would you seek medical help?
In Jesus' day, depression, bi-polar, etc. were considered "evil spirits". We know differently now! Jesus isn't here to lay hands on us. The age of true miracles is over. We now have science. Use it!
I am a Christian. I am on anti-depressants. Believe me, it DOES NOT interfere with my relations with Jesus. The anti-depressants help me to see things as they really are and how Jesus loves me, takes care of me and answers my prayers DAILY.
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Psalm 119:105 Thy word is a lamp unto my feet, and a light unto my path.