I have been cutting for a year now. I was in the hospital for the 2nd time this year due to my depression. During the 2nd hospital visit, my mom found out that I am a cutter. She took my scissors from me. I have been having bad cravings for a few weeks now. The cravings get worse everyday. In august, I will be going to college. I will be living in my own apartment, which I am not really ready for due to my paranoia, anxiety, depression, etc, but I am going to do it. I have a feeling that when I get there and I'm on my own, I will cut like crazy to act on all the urges. My mom plans to check on me, so I need an idea to not cut, because my mom will make sure that I don't. I need ideas to stop myself. Do any of you go through this too? The cutting at college?