Well it helps to write it out, you can blame them and/or you can change the course of your life as best as you can it will be one the most difficult thing you'll ever do. It hurts to have the ones who are meant to nurture you to parent you in this manner.
It is difficult growing up like this, I was also raised in a toxic environment, I am trying to get past it They aren't perfect, they may have personality problems themselves, or it was how their parents raised them. You could set the boundaries, with high positions it must be stressful for your parents I'd hate to see them take their anger out on you. It seems they have high standards for you
I was also pushed down a steep hill of a road, when learning to use the bicycle , no helmets or anything, I crashed - looking back I just laugh at how ridiculous I was for holding a grudge for al these years
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