Thanks guys I think I will be ok, I've made it through this day that really sucked. We actually had court for my son, for a previous assault on me and vandalism in the house. He has probation now, which is for the best. I'm not reporting the jewelry... he's been off of the meth for about 6 weeks, but I do wish he'd realize he must've stolen the jewelry even if he doesnt remember and just apologize to me! Will discuss at our next therapy, and figure out how he's going to make this right, like payments when he gets a job. My son has been puttin me through the ringer with these teenage years from hell. He's been given dx's since age 11 starting with depression when he tried to hurt himself, then anxiety, then adhd, then BP, and even conduct disorder. What I think going on is more like borderline pd... idk.

So then I got an eviction notice for my place of business today. Rent is late but the guy usually talks to us at least, plus we pay enormous late fees with rent being late a lot recently. So the stress keeps coming, it's almost laughable how so much seems to go wrong all at the same time. I really wish capitalism made accomodations for special needs, like the schools have to.. like extra time with paying rent *sighs*

Anyway I just pushed through the day, telling myself just keep going and the depression won't catch us. Trying to keep things in perspective and preserve my mental health at all costs.