I don't have ADD or ADHD, so I can't really comment on that. However some things we happen to have in common. I too stay home, nearly all day, every day. I too have times where I would rather lay in bed and try to sleep all day just so I don't have to face the day. I too, even though it is rather embarrassing to admit, have had times when there were tears rolling down my cheeks for reasons I wasn't sure of.

I always just thought it was depression. Something that I have been dealing with for a while. Perhaps you are feeling depressed? Being home all the time, and feeling stuck, unable to get out during the day, probably has an impact on you. Perhaps you should talk about getting those wages raised. It sounds like you have a full time job, at part time job wages. If they deny your raise maybe see if you can get some days off to compensate?

If you ever find yourself feeling bad, or just plain bored. I am usually around. I have AIM or Skype if you ever want to talk. I am not the best talker, but I think of myself as an amazing listener. I hope you feel better.