I can see things, but when my emotion takes over, I cannot see things.

I mean exactly by that.

Someone told me to find something, and I couldn't find it for 30 min. He comes in later and finds it in 3 seconds.

In workplaces this is serious. I just make extreme assumption that something does not exist, if I can't find it quick enough or I'm too anxious.

Anyone know what kind of problem is this? This is why I COULDN't do grocery filler part time job. It was just too hard for me because I'm like a sightful blind man.

I don't know how my perception is so primitive.