Hi everyone went to the dr she started talking about how I was feeling i was holding it together fairly good then she started about all my losses in the last 3 months and I tottaly lost it I cried like a baby even sat down on the floor and just cried for probably 1/2 hr she said I was severely depressed and gave me welbutrin-sr 150 mils 2 times a day we will see what happens i will hope for the best espically after Sunday night I guess I was playing with my .22 rifle for hrs and dont remember even touching it?I was not threatening anyone just playing with it they said I would not turn it over to them either? so now just wait and see when the pill really builds up in the system.