I understand where you are coming from and im sorry you are feeling this way. Please trust in your t, he sounds pretty knowledgable. Our systems all work to what we needed at the time. I often want to avoid posting in here as well because i dont feel my DID doesnt match the rest. But despite my many many attempts at denial, its who i am and i dont really have any other place to turn with my questions other than t.

My system masters secrecy. Even from myself. But we needed that when growing up, without one person to trust. But on here many parts are open, posting constantly, constantly oppening up and communicating. Ive been diagnosed 10 years, became DID 19 years ago and have not come close and never may to what the others on this site have. But we were given what we needed. I needed a highly guarded system to keep the secrets and not let on to anyone, but by accident, and others have an open system where they seem to come and go as they please.

While we dont all share the same experiences or symptoms, we do share one thing, that we have a system solely created within our minds to keep us safe. You are welcome here no matter what DD dx you have, and even if it doesnt match word for word with others systems.