I dont know, just assumed it was related to my DID diagnosis considering the memory problems involved.
I can remember pieces of my childhood more than something 3 days ago. Its like as my life passes, the moments behind me become a fog. While i can remember the jest of some things, any details are gone, and uts a struggle to remember anything. Maybe its my constant thinking about memory, its erasing itself idk.
Along with this i feel no connection to many things and people that i should. I remember their faces, vague details of them, but i dont feel connected or that i ever was. Its hard to even remember what i wore or did yesterday. And the things im trying to remember today but cant, could be sharp memories tomorrow. And things i can remember today, could be foggy or gone tomorrow.
I feel like im going crazy, feel like im going to lose my memory all together one day. I dont know what to think about this, it worries me.
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