[QUOTE=Rohag;2454460] Tryingtobeme!

Yes! (That's not a happy 'yes.') If I can gather the focus to tackle something, I go about it in a deliberately slow fashion without attempting to be efficient. Such activity may help me.

I so agree! If I can possibly muster up whatever it takes to go forward in some way ~make some kind of progress....it's always a plus, whether it feels that way or not at the moment. After so many years of doing battle with this stupid monster, one thing I've learned is that I never can know when some little ~tiny(?) ray of hope may make it through all the muck....and any little step I may have taken to improve my situation increases that possibility.....