So I am 22 and live at my moms house.....and I cannot take her and her boyfriend arguing especially late at night when I am trying to relax. I have PTSD so slamming doors and yelling tend to cause me a lot of anxiety and an annoying increased heart rate and or difficulty breathing....last night they did it for hours and on top of feeling anxious I was getting pretty angry and frustrated and eventually yelled at them to be quiet. I mean I don't even want to take sides or have to be here to listen to them...I have enough stress and bad things in my head I don't need their problems to. I mean last night I got no sleep hardly and I haven't had any appetite even though I can feel that I am hungry.

Today I am probably going to my brothers to get away, though I am not sure if I can stay over tonight...I may call my friend I doubt I can to go his place today but maybe he could comfort me some.

But yeah my mom apologized, but apologies don't make it any less stressful because I know it's likely to happen again....I mean it wasn't the first time and probably wont be the last. I mean I am just not sure how to deal with that....and even with going to friends or family members houses it can be more peaceful but then I don't really have my own space or anything and then I feel bad for feeling like I'm imposing or whatever. I mean there is really no positive way to deal with it other than leave it seems but where am I supposed to go with no income? I just am getting fed up and I don't want to lose it on them when they argue which luckily I didn't last night.