OK, here's the thing, now that you've started cutting, don't do it on your arms or your lower legs. Do it where you can cover up, because you'll regret it, and like me, you think you have all control, but you lose it, but then you end up with 600+ scars on your legs top to bottom, stomach and arms top to bottom.

I've basically run out of room and wanting to take the razor to my face and my neck and stuff, but I know I'll regret it once more, just like I did with the body that I hide under clothes.

Your therapist won't abandon you for self-harming, they are there to help you, they are not allowed to judge you like that.