Thanks AGAIN everyone.
I am confused. My cousin who originally guaranteed me a plane ticket and place to stay has taken a roommate and also doesnt have the money to get me a ticket. Its not her fault and I dont blame her. She isnt responsible for me but I was hoping.
I have gotten words of support from people back home but no offer of help except from one brother who will let me use his old car. It's not looking too good for me right now.
My husband did say he will do what he can to find some money to get me home and get started but that might not pan out either.
My husband has "seen the light" and is begging me to stay. It's so strange cause for once he's doing all the talking. I am pretty confused. Of course I wanted this marriage to work and still wish it could. But it's been 2 years of hell and nothing I said, did or didn't ever changed a thing. Now I believe he might make some changes but then I have to remind myself that he might not. He really has said some things that mean to me that he does understand stuff but follow thru is the problem.
Well, I have time to see since I am stuck here so I guess thats all I can do. I am a little scared of getting my heart broken again. I am alot scared of that actually.
I'll stop babbling now. Glad your all here!!
Heidu