I'm not sure if I'm going to get this out right, but in a way that is part of the problem. I'm an independent person, and I haven't relied on anyone but myself for most of my life. I've never thought that this was a problem until recently. Since starting t I find myself more and more having to battle with my independence. I trust my T, and I've told him things that I have never told anyone else, but I think I hold back from a fear that as I become more vulnerable that I may have to start relying on him. I really don't know if I can let myself do this, but I also don't know if it is necessary. Do I have to rely on my T to make progress?