When you can both deny and accept your diagnosis at the same time.

When you've been told you have at least 14 different psychiatric diagnosis and a few medical ones too.

When one week your garden looks like something out of better homes and gardens and all your neighbors compliment you and the next it looks like a barren sandbox. All the flowers have died.

Your entire house is decorated in crafts, but you have no idea how to craft.

You cook everyday for a month. Then you never cook for weeks.