Thanks FUZZY..... and while I am still confused and drained today I am some what happy (I think, not for sure)..... for all this stress has finally brought my final and last ALTER out into the open..... she just cried and cried and cried, mixed with fear.

BTW................................ I posted more about the alter matter in the DID section.

LoVe,
Rhapsody - ((( hugs )))