I was pretty angry at someone. I realized it, but instead of doing something positive and healthy, I turned to the dark side! First I started eating, but I really wasn't hungry and I needed something else to alleviate the pain. I have a friend who's anorexic and cuts, so I got the idea from her a while back. I never did anything about it though. It was just in my toolbox, I guess. A few nights ago, I put a knife to my skin but I was too scared to do it. I took the plunge today. And now I'm a cutter.