@Sannah, anything can increase my urges, from thinking about the future, the past, and present, from having an argument, from feelings of despair and pain, and anger. Cutting relievs the built up pain inside, for me. My urges can come from many things. I have been having the urge and it just keeps building up. My school will only be 45 minutes from my house. School will start in late August too, so soon. All the mental health professionals are telling me not to go to school due to my psychosis, but...I already paid for the apartment. I am going to call the school tomorrow. I have a new psychiatrist that I will go see soon. My old one gave up on me. I will talk to the school about counselling.

@ickydog2006 - I am choosing to live alone because I am too paranoid to live with anyone. I don't trust people very well. I have even lost the desire to be around anyone now. I have some friends that will be going to the same school as me. I admit, I don't keep in touch with them much, but I do know one that will live close to me. I'll try contacting him to see if he will be my anti-cutting support in times of need. You have a great idea.

I will take these ideas and put them to use. I really appreciate your ideas. They are great.