Yeah, its pretty crazy, hes never been violent, he was actually a really passive gentle guy, i dont think he would start anything crazy, but then again i didnt think he would turn into the person that he did the last year of our relationship, so im not gonna rule anything out, i saw him today, to get the apartment keys back, he looked horrible, it was so sad, hes forgetting to take his meds and he says hes a piece of crap and worthless, i pray everynight that he'll stay safe and wont hurt himself. i cant help him though, i tryed the last year of our relationship and i couldnt save him, and like you said hes a grown man he needs to take care of himself. im kind of washing my hands of all his B.S, im just done with it. The funny thing is i was thinking that if he ever came in my apartment i could probably beat the crap out him because he was never like a tough guy, i was the one that always carried in the christmas tree lol!
That must have been sooo sad, and harsh that your ex moved somebody in right after you moved out. wow, that i cant imagine how painful that must have been. but as hard as it was for you to deal with the break up i think your better off without this girl. you deserve someone that truely loves you and respects you, someone that would never hurt you like she hurt you. thats something that i had to realize, that i deserved better than my ex. i hope you know you deserve someone great.
it is nice to have someone to talk to, i dont have many poeple that i can really count on to be there. i hope i'll be able to meet a nice guy sometime in the future. and i know that you'll find someone who will love you and noone else.