Please don't be suicidal, Newtus. I can't deal with life as well. I stress over the little and big things. I can't deal with anything. I have recently had stressors. My mom had major realistic surgery, on my dad's birthday (June 13) there was a heart attack scare (don't worry it turned out it was nothing), we had a rat infestation, my computer failed and needed another motherboard and it didn't totally fix the problem, my computer is still crashing/ freezing, we needed another car, etc. I find it hard to make friends as well. I have 3 of them. But I haven't made a new friend that I talk to all the time for many years now. Its my same 3 friends. I also feel braindead. I don't think your IQ is low, but mine is. In fact its been tested between 78-85 depending on the test. My brother has this awful saying to say to every single life situation (mainly bad things), "It is what it is." To me that saying means, "uncaring, who cares lets blow off the situation... who cares if we just lost everything and everyone in our family." I am in the same exact situation as you that life is too difficult to deal with and feeling dumb. Don't worry you are not alone.