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Originally Posted by Rose Panachée
I actually had to take a break during my last appt because I thought I was going to faint. Nice. 
I want to quit, but I don't want to be a quitter.
I want to find someone else (T3), but there is a little voice inside of me that keeps telling me to push forward because there is something good there if I can just get through this fear.
But the anxiety is so bad, I am afraid I am going to just drop one day.
It is SUPER damn hard!  I cannot wait for the day that both of us can post nonchalantly about our next appt.
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Rose don't quit. Stick with your current T. Bouncing from T to T doesn't help unless the T your with can't bring you further from where you are now (Just my opinion from my experience).
I'm taking lots of deep breaths and hoping this tightness in my chest goes away soon. On the inside I feel like a cat trying to claw it's way out of a giant tub water.