I am trying to get a second opinion on what is plaguing me. I have loosely been diagnosed with Bi-Polar disorder by my doctors, and am medically being treated for such. While the medications are certainly helping to tranquilize be to a certain extent, I feel worse that when I started them.

I did have some ups and downs before the medications, with downs being depressed. The ups on the other hand were not juvial and liberal, but were really uninhibited anger. Punching holes in the walls, throwing tables and the like. Is that a version of the Bi-Polar "up"?

I just want some feedback if possible because I feel on the medication I am on I am losing my mind. I cannot remember the simplest tasks or enjoy much of what I once did. When I look at all of my symptoms over the years, really psychopathy fits better than anything else, but I am no doc.....Thanks in advance