Yeah, I've felt like something was wrong with me for a long, long time. As a little kid I felt like an alien from another plant. I just didn't feel I was the same as anyone. I knew all through my teens I was having depression. I would say to my dad, "I think I'm depressed," and he would say, "What do you have to be depressed about? Everyone has problems, get over it."

The funny thing is, when I was really having psychosis, I felt I was cured from depression.

Now, I often feel I'm losing my mind or losing my grip. I just feel like I'm losing more of me all the time somehow...