I feel terrible for you. I do understand though. I am the same way. It is so difficult to talk about all this stuff and then you go home and live with everything you have dug up. One session makes the rest of the week almost impossible to bear. Then you have everyday bs to deal with throw in a little depression and YIKES!!! what a messed up day, week, month. Don't forget some hormones for extra tourture. Good grief. I was see ing 3 T at the same time. M, W, F, in home care, Th evenings Trauma, Tues morning my teenage sons T, who ended up helping me as well. I had a lot of help and it was so good to have someone there everyday to hold my hand and see me threw. I called, wrote, requested additional visits what ever it took. After 6 mo. I've weaned down to 2 T's. I still have the Tues & Thurs. I still call and write. I've gotten down to the Tues every other week. It is very stressfull. But I still have her and my Thurs T every week. I joined this site and I don't seem to be nearly as needy. I dump just about everyother day. It does help and everyone here is so understanding.

I also see a P doc. Life is so much better after meds. Wow!! You should have seen things before meds. This is bad but before was worse. The meds actually gave me my life back. I was so afraid to take them. I took 1/2 of the lowest dossage by my choosing. I worked up to the right amount and increased when necessary.

With friends here, meds and T's life is doable. Who says what is normal for one person is normal for everyone. What works for you and gets you threw the day is what you need.