i s/h for yrs and then stopped for the last 8yrs but now the urge to do so is as strong as ever. i am in a vicious circle i am ashamed of my scars on my arms and will never wear short sleeves, i find this real difficult in hotweather. people comment on it. i reply i dont like to catch the sun.
i am so afraid that i am going to let these urges take over, what can i do
i am trying so hard to survive just feel like i am losing a battle