Man, geez. Not sure what to say. I get ticked off that my T is perpetually a few minutes late starting with me, even when he doesn't go over with the person ahead of me, and he has only once gone over with me. I get jealous because I know other people who see him and they both talk about how often he goes over with them (and they never mention him starting late with them). I know it feels awful and how jealous I get.

Also, I get the part about not wanting to be so attached and getting out while the getting's good. My T made some comment about continuing therapy after taking a break, sometimes even for years. At the time, I thought to myself there's no way in hell that I would start therapy again with this same man because it is just too painful and I don't want to say goodbye twice.

However, if TIME is the only issue, are you sure you want to walk away? Is there something of value in this relationship that you would be losing? Trust is huge for me, so if you REALLY don't trust your T, maybe it is time for a different one?