I think looking at in terms of right and wrong might actually be more damaging than good. You made choices and while no one can say if it was all bipolar or you, no one has the right to judge your choices anyways.

Life is all just a practice you know. We do things, say things, maybe later we decide that wasn't good for us or what we would choose now, but that's just part of the learning experience. You are learning better ways for yourself to be happier and healthier, learning from what you did. That's what matters. That is if you want to call it righting the wrongs.

There isn't a single person in this planet that hasn't made choices that later they realized wernt the best ones for them. It's just human. I think accepting that you are human and have had hard times, and good times, and things didnt always turn out like you or thought is just part of the experience of being human might be helpful.

I've made many choices in my past that I later saw was not a great choice, but in the end I'm here now, not in the past or future, so what I do right now, is what matters most.