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Originally Posted by Wolfin3
I was right there with you last weekend. I wish I had a cure, or a tip on how to get over it. I don't  I wish I did, for both of us. Easier said than done, but try to look forward at least that you are not in that place that you were when you were doing those things, and you are changing.
Do you have a Therapist? Or a support group locally to talk to? Keep posting here, though, you will find understanding and support.
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I do have a therapist, she tries to motivate me to make me happy....but its not working at all. Each day i have been feeling worse, i'm more and more numb and scared. I wake up every morning with my chest pounding from anxiety. I cant eat, I've been forcing myself, but i only get a few bites, then it comes right back up. I feel like im dying, I dont want to die. I enjoyed life until all this happened.This truly seems impossible to live through. It's so many huge problems. My whole life got destroyed. I miss being Happy, I barely leave my house..When i do, it just reminds me of how happy my life used to be, and makes me feel even more alone. I've never seen anyone with this many problems, and the thing that makes me so sad is how they were caused.....It was like an uncontrollable mental episode that happen, that wasnt me at all.