Yes, but this depressive episode is not going away . I was only cutting once a week, but now I cut today for the 2nd time this week. Something happened that made me really upset today. I called my h because I couldn't find my cell phone at work. I just wanted him to call it so I could find it. When I told him that I lost my cell phone, he said "I can't deal with this now", and he sounded irritated. What I heard was "I am too busy to deal with you right now". I understand that he is super busy at work, but it isn't like I was asking for that much or that I asked for stuff that often. I felt like he was putting his work a head of me and that he didn't care about me. I couldn't stand it so I went home and cut, and I was having a strong urge to OD. I didn't OD right away because I had to go back to work for a couple of hours. I just got home 10 minutes ago and I OD'd on Tylenol (not enough to kill me). I still feel like crap though.