((((HEIDU))))
I am sorry you are stuck in a bad situation. I wonder what caused the change in your cousin's offer? Maybe she thought she had more money than she really did. Sometimes my heart is bigger than my wallet. Maybe she's like that too. I hope so anyway. I hope you can get home soon. I wish I could encourage you one way or the other about your husband, but I am not good at that kind of thing. I have seen things go both ways. Sometimes people change, sometimes they don't. I wish it were possible to know ahead of time. By the time a person is ready to leave, it seems like it is too late to mend a marriage. A ticket home would at least get you out of the environment long enough to get a grasp on the situation and make an objective decision. I wish you peace and the best outcome possible.

Willow

In the words of St. Francis of Assisi when he met Brother Dominic on the road to Umbria - "HI".