I have my second session with T2 tomorrow. Not excited.

Monday is my last session with T1. This is so hard. I don't even want to see him because once I get in there I am sure it will be over before I know it. Then we're done. That's it. He'll still be in the same building, the one right my by f'ing house. I just can't go there anymore. Nice.

This really sucks.

Maybe I do want to see him. Once my appointment is over, I no longer have to dread the fact that it will soon be over. Once it is over, I'm already on my way to eventually feeling better about the whole thing.