Our niece whome we found out the beginning of June was pregnant is not . She had an ultrasound today and there is an empty sac. And the thing is .. for us this means we wont be adopting or be able to adopt the baby either. I feel bad for her...for her loss. But yet with her being unwed ... and out of college and the" sperm donor" grrrr that is what we are calling him cause he was being such a jerk to her... she is young and will have the rest of her life to try again for a baby. For my husband and I.. this was it for us. As realistic as I was trying to be about this.. OMG.... I wanted this so bad. I've always wanted a baby so bad. And yet another one has been ripped away from me... another chance for me to be a mother... and for some fullfillment in my heart . Maybe I just dont deserve it.