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Jul 20, 2012, 03:50 AM
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Member Since: Oct 2010
Location: Michigan
Posts: 6,543
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First, it sounds like you've allowed your ex to beat your self-esteem into nothing. You've GOT to stop allowing him to use you for sex. Tell him NO MORE. I don't know how old your daughter, is but tell him he can see his daughter but THAT'S IT. No more "freebies." And MAKE HIM keep up the child support if she is a minor!!! If he doesn't then take him to court.
Secondly, I know that jobs are extremely hard to find, but your boss shouldn't be treating you badly either. If you feel he's being cruel, then try to find another job BEFORE you quit this one. Look for jobs on your lunch hour or something, or apply online. With your experience, you should be able to find one. 
Third, you REALLY need to see a therapist. This depression has been coming and going for years, and it has been serious. You can't keep livng like this. Either see a therapist, or talk to your doctor about getting on an antidepressant. Either way, you need some sort of treatment. Depression is a serious illness and since you've suffered with it since you were a child (me too) it's obvious it's not going to go away. So make an appointment soon! I wish you the very best!
Let us know how things turn out. Hugs, Lee
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