My t knew i smoked. When i decided to stop because of anxiety, he said his patients used it for anxiety so i continued smoking. I was self medicating and he didnt see a problem with it. Then i went to see the pdoc who refused to give me any medicine other than allergy medicine for my anxiety until i could pass a drug test. So i stopped. 4 weeks later she didnt test me, but didnt give me meds (by this time my fear of meds kicked in and i didnt want any) and she dismissed me as a patient saying therapy would be the best for me.

Now 2 weeks later (6 weeks total) im still clean by choice, im medicating myself by not medicating myself. But i have a new fear of mj as nearly 3 months ago i had a seizure while extremely high.

One day i will probably go back, but not today, by choice. Its very beneficial, just right now i try to stay as clear headed as possible