So i first started using canabis 9 years ago. It gave me a lot of giggles of course but i would also have mini blackouts felt like i was floating, things got further away. But i only did it every now and then, not steady. I would go years without then do it then years without again. Then almost 3 years ago i became a HUGE cannabis user. All day every day for my appetite issues and stress.

I stopped smoking 6 weeks ago, much easier than i thought it would be. And when i look back, when i was smoking i would dissociate more frequently. I still do without it, and always have, but not quite as much. And its easier to ground when im not smoking. Last night was BAD, i spent like an hour fighting full force to stay out, even had to have my fiance come up to my work to sit with me incase i couldnt fight it off. But on cannabis, had that happened, i wouldnt be able to fight it off.

So i researched the connection online and came up empty handed. Does anyone have any experience with this? Im just curious why it happened more when i was smoking. It still happens without and ive had these problems long before i started smoking but it seems to intensify with it. Im not going back to smoking, not for a long long time atleast, im just trying to understand it