Hi peeps

I'm feeling quite lonely as at the mo. I'm quite worried about some stuff as well. I don't feel so good. I have good friends and a family but I feel so lost right now. There are some positive things happening in my life at the moment yet I can't understand totally why I can't just be ok. Why do I have to take drugs dammit??? I'm feeling very sad and probably this whinge about being sad isn't helping, but anyway.