I'm kinda getting it!

I could go through today living in my fantasy world...
Or I could focus and stay in the moment

I could take shortcuts and do poor work, blaming it on my anxiety...
Or I could take responsibility and just get it done

I could feel out of place and think that everyone else is better than me...
Or I could try to be better

I could blame my social ackwardness on my bipolar disorder...
Or I could sincerely try today

I could keep setting myself apart from the crowd and tell myself "I'm not like them"...
Or I could just let it go

I can see the person that I want to be. It opened my eyes on the discussion about god... reading the responses of everyone on it and reading my own. Made me realize that I will never be who I want without owning up to all my crap . I guess it doesn't really matter who has what. There is no social status based on what is wrong with a person. I have to not forget that!