And louR, thank you for always sharing such wonderful insight and what great research! I didnt think to look them up seperately and put the pieces together, what you posted makes it promising that yes marijuanna effects DID (although not in necessarily a good way). My old t gave me a bunch of pills to have the same effect, to make me live in a state of dissociation to hurry my parts out, it was a mesd. My new t believes it should be up to the parts, and rushing them would be wrong. I like the new t's method.

I guess it makes perfect sense that marijuanna would increase my symptoms. I just should have seen it before now, while i see the great effects of marijuanna, its not for me any more, not now at least. I need to let the DID progress on its own and not have anything forcing it. Thats a big reason for me not wanting meds, and now that i see marijuanna does it too, i wont be near it for a long while. I think i will try to stabalize the system through therapy and healthy living