Stress... thats the one im having trouble with...

Im having a hard time as i cant afford to see the neurologist, my primary care doctor thinks they are from one of two things, a psuedo seizure or caused by my migraines. My t and pdoc think they were either psuedo seizures or they are me switching (DID diagnosis) all that i know is i blackout from them. I get really dizzu, everything gets dark and im gone for 3-4 minutes. I come back vomiting and ringing in my ears with a head/neck ache. Remembering nothing of the seizure itself.

But all docs agree, they were caused by stress. But i also blackout (from my DID) when under great stress and the feelings are similar. T tells me not to fight off the switching but my fear that it may turn into another seizure makes me fight it off. Yesterday while sitting at work i felt like i was going to have a seizure. I was sitting down but got super dizzy and things started to go black, i grabbed onto the desk and fought to see and feel the things around me and it went away, but the dizzy out of it feeling lingered for about an hour.

So im trying to distinguish the DID from the seizures. I was able tp fight it off last night, so it wasnt a seizure? I tried to fight off the one in may but couldnt, i just gave in when i realized i couldnt.

Gaaah its so scary and so confusing