I'm incredibly iffy about meds. I guess I'm weird in the way that I absolutely have no problem spilling out all of the awful **** in the corners of my mind under the condition that I'm not to be medicated? Most people generally lie on the inverse spectrum. I just don't like legal psychoactive substances. They freak me out, I guess... It's an uncomfortable notion, having some stranger giving me medication to tinker with my chemical balance & neurotransmitters. It's incredibly invasive. *shivers*

Damn, that sucks. I'd have hated to have everything just kind of sneak up on me all of a sudden like that. It's kinda unnerving. It can be weird how easily the mind deceives itself... You have a certain impression of yourself throughout your life, based on your actions & how other people react to you. And to have it be totally dismantled can be a bit freaky. I wouldn't know, personally, but I can imagine so.

Depends on how old you are. I think they get rid of them after a certain period of time, if I'm not mistaken? I don't really recall since it was years ago. But I do know that you can at least get copies of your files, since you're entitled to your own information. Hahahaha I'm sure you would have loads of fun! I did. The funniest things were how the counsellor was trying to rationalise my behaviour with my usual demeanor... They kept thinking I was going through some sort of crisis & was trying to defer attention away from it? Lol, no idea.

Yeah, I'm ****ing lucky eh? Not to matter -- I think most of the general population is mentally ill but their stubborn delusions of normality keep them where they are, whereas it takes a dosage of courage to be faced with oneself. I'd rather be abnormal than a coward. Sucks about your brother, though. I see a lot of myself in my sister which skeeves me off a bit... There are just certain types of people I don't like interfacing with on a day-to-day basis. Other antisocials, narcissists, sadists, passive-aggressives, histrionic people, etc. It ****s with my groove & I really hate having my **** complicated.

While it would be fab... I wouldn't get to use my array of awesome coffee mugs! That would be disappointing.