Tonight at 6:30. I see him and a fall into this comfortable feeling- physically and because we know each other so well. I feel like telling him that I can't continue the relationship and just walking. I can't keep holding his hand, having warm lovely hugs, laughing together, taking photographs together while he seems to be dating other people, but won't admit it. It feels like an all-or-nothing and right now I've got nothing winning. I so want to let go but I just don't seem to be able to. Its either that or continue to be miserable.